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You came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start
You put your arms around me
and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
You put your arms me and I’m home
How many times will let you me change my mind and turn around?
I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ‘cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let our love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home
The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone
You put your arms around me
and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go…
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ‘cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let our love get so close…
You put your arms around me and I’m home…
You put your arms around me and I’m home…

my mind needs to get priorities right
i forget the things ive to remember yet remember the things i need to forget

We’re holding on to the pain because it’s all we have left. We don’t have to. We have a choice.
- Gossip Girl

TGIF!!
just a morning of reports, an appointment at taka before lunch, a whole load of slacking after lunch and i’ll be done with the work week
the pay is in
and ive a whole load full of stuff in my shopping cart on asos and f21
FRIENDS! THERES 20PERCENT OFF ASOS TILL MONDAY
so dont say i didnt share
wanna get gelish mani and pedi, dye my hair, get treatment, and do all sorts of frivolous stuff
this is what being locked up in an office does to you
MORNING WORLD (: BACK TO ASOS AND F21
I know I can’t take one more step towards you
Cause all that’s waiting is regret
And don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ‘round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I’ve learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ‘round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes
I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back you don’t get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ‘round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ‘round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

I WANT MUSTACHE HANGERS!
speaking of hangers, sis and ryan went over to ikea and they got me hangers
now i just need to find time to reorganize and pack up my wardrobe
which is overspilling
and its mega upsetting that they changed the blue hangers to a lighter shade of blue
and the inner ocd voice in me is protesting
must devise another way to colourcode my wardrobe
DEPRESSING MAX




WHYY IS IVANOVIC SO HOT!!
eyecandy max!
LOVE HER LEGS!

and i MADLOVE her shoes
shoe whore in me wants a new pair of tennis shoes


YAYNESS!
sharapova defeated li na 4-6, 6-4, 7-6 (7-5) to defend her italian open title (:
JOYS IN LIFE


for @yilingng!
ANNOYINGLY FUNNY LIKE YOU!


been so long since i tumblred
life’s been a pretty hectic whirlwind
seems like ive less than 24 hours a day
but anyhow TGIF
moved to the new office on monday and its been awesome max
theres so much here
the folks in office have been drinking tonnes of bubbletea to make up for the deprivation in tiongbahru
its like drinking with a vengence
tanjongpagar is pure bliss compared to lowerdelta
after all that rash-inducing moving and cleaning and nonsensical moments
plus breaking and chipping all my nails (MAJOR DEPRESSION PLEASE)
then meeting the sac gfs for dinner on weds
headed to fullhouse at hotel rendevous
hilarious and random moments
chris: its reflection playing on radio, which disney movie is it from?
me: MULAN!
chris: yeah mulan and the swan princess
jo and rach: WHATS SWAN PRINCESS?!
chris: really! theres the disney swan princess!
LO AND BEHOLD
there really is a disney movie called the SWAN PRINCESS
im so sorry we even doubted you in that instant chris!
miss the gfs so much
we’re heading over to white rabbit next
CANT WAIT
training yesterday
couldnt rid myself of the angst though
im sucha angsty poerson all the time nowadays
kbh says i should hide under a table away from everyone till im angst no more
coach says the swell in my knee is cause of fluid accumulation
which isnt good news by the way according to him
but it hasnt really been a bother oh wells
had drinks with the bfff at simpang
the bfff and i were talking and to add into our list of differences
(the bfff and i are almost the opposing ends of a spectrum)
and she figured out one more
im introverted but i have a outgoing personality
shes extroverted but she doesnt have a outgoing personality
and its exactly this oxymoronic nature in us that makes us a little socially awkward and which explains why people think im a social butterfly when im not really one
and i dont understand why people put whipped cream on my milo dinosaur
its the same logic as putting spring onions as garnish
which reminds me
i found a friend who HATES spring onions
actually 2 of them
veron abhors it to the very core of the earth
we were at the lunch reception before the avengers movie treat at cathay and we were so busy picking out spring onions from our food
yvonne hates it too, but she has to eat it to set an example for her kids
i would totally educate my kid on the evils of spring onions
which is why i like to eat with the bfff
she eats what i dont and she will gladly finish up these kinda garnish nonsense for me
dont even understand why they use it as garnish
not even particularly prettayyy or anything
unless they are rainbow coloured
i will never fathom why people see it as decorative
for now its back to mundane work till i finish up for the day
i hope it comes pretty soon
shall go get iced coffee in a bid to eliminate the its-friday-but-not-end-of-the-week-day-which-makes-it-major-sian- syndrome
ps. i think im too random for my own good sometimes